Today is a Hard Day
I have been doing a lot of babysitting over the past few months. I love it and I honestly couldn't be more grateful for my job. I have learned so much about being a mother and the things I want to do with my own children. That doesn't mean I don't have days that are just straight up hard! So far this round has been so easy. Everyday has had plenty of things to do and the kids have been great. I woke up this morning with a head ache and I was so tired. I wasn't able to be my same bubbly self with the kids and I felt my patients getting shorter and shorter. This is not usually like me. We are on day 6 of the 9 day babysitting session. I have gone from no kids to 5 kids. Every day my respect and admiration for mothers goes up. Plus I am pretty much a single parent right now because mike is so busy. I just keep telling myself this is what dental school will be like. I know tomorrow will be better and I know by this afternoon I will feel better. I miss my husband and I miss getting to see him every day. This whole texting and talking on the phone instead of hanging out is not okay with me. Excuse my vent session. It's just one of those days.